Half-alive.

Yung tipong di ka lumalabas ng bahay kase may LBM ka, tas pagdating ng tatay mo nagpasama kunin yung bikde na di nabili, kaya ako yung nag bike pauwi, shet ang layo. Tas sobrang sakit na ng tyan ko. Sarado na lahat ng bahay o tindahan tapos ang dilim pa ng daan. Ayaw pa ko itulak ng tatay ko na naka-motor eh. Grabe ang wild lang nung pagpipidal ko, muntik na muntik na! Gamit yung adrenalin e. HAHAHA. Yung music nga sa isip ko ‘If I die young’ na. HAHAHAHAHAHA MAKA KWENTO TMI LOL

     On my emotional day once a month. It occurs me to overthink things, I stress myself out of thinking. Issues, I’ve got personal issues. I dunno, but sometimes I think I should talk to our guidance counselor at school, so that I can speak out, then I’ll never show up to him/her again so that he won’t remember me, or I could just show up and tell more stories about me and my stressful life. 

• Run.
• Hike.
• Bike.
• Travel anywhere.
• Get an andoid phone.
• Lose weight.
• Work out my belly.
• Drive a car.
• Drive a motorbike.
• Drive a motorbike in a trail.
• Ride a plane.
• Go to the beach with the people I love.
• Watch a concert.
• Go to a music festival.
• Party hard.
• Read books.
• Finish everything started.
• Write.
• Read blogs.
• Study.
• Study hard.
• Study harder.
• Get rid of facebook.
• Be girly.
• Wear dress and make ups.
• Buy a pair of wedge.
• Vans era.
• Figure out who my real friends are.
• Know more about myself.
• Graduate.
• Get a job.
• Own a car.
• Travel.
• Tomorrowland.
• Party.
• Travel.
• Travel.
• Travel.

I want to make this all possible.

And I still have followers. Thanks for not leaving guys.

I should really catch up with tumblr. Been in hiatus for almost a year. I was too busy doing nothing. 2012 is now a blur to me. It was full of unfinished books, tv series and movies. Confused and depressed, even now. I still overthink, I don’t know why but I still do. 

Sometimes my heart feels like breaking for unknown reasons.

I’m actually happy because I’ve met new people, I was acquainted. Part of me wishes that I grew up in a different place with different people but I just can’t leave everything behind. I grew up in this place so I should end up here. I want to be with them but it’s not simple. I envy those people who live without regrets. How can they possibly do that? Maybe this is the life that meant for me. However, I still feel blessed because of the people around me. The people that make me happy, complete, loved and cares about me. Those people that stays whenever I need someone to talk to, to hangout with, to relax, to express myself, to be myself. I know my life is not perfect like other’s but I’m pretty sure that it’s precious. It’s full of blessings. Blessings that sometimes we do not see. I don’t have everything, but I have things that I need. That, others want to have. There’s so much to see, you just have to open your eyes, heart and mind. Enjoy what you have, stop ranting. Maybe this is the year to appreciate everything and just be thankful. The year I should stop stressing out myself overthinking. The year to make and reach my goals. The year to live and love my life. 

Happy New Year!

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Brends

1. Red matte lipstick
2. Teal Vans Era
3. A pair of wedges
4. A planner
5. Matte nail polishes
6. A corset

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